My lovely mother and I went there for a few days of R&R after my exams finished and God was it nice to sit in the sun and actually read a novel. I finished the novel “Fifty Shades of Grey” in about 2 days and I’m onto book number two in the series. I kind of feel like it is the adult-normal(ish) version of Twilight and it is a fairly well written book but man do the characters piss me off.
This trip was the first time I had the time to be a little introspective in a while and I’ve come to the realization that I’m not very happy with the person I am right now. I feel like I’ve gained a bit of weight and after my long 12 month journey to get it off I’m angry that I let myself go a little bit. I also feel like I have the wind knocked out of me mentally and emotionally. Saying the past eight months were exhausting is the understatement of the century. Although I’m feeling a little melancholy about myself, there are easy (said, maybe not done) fixes to my issues. I just need to run my ass off, and fully let go of the past eight months. Let go of all my anger, resent, grief and sadness.
In other news, 2 out of the 3 marks I’ve received back are in the 90s. Go me.
That’s all for now.
K.
Just Another Lover
